私は、何をしたらよいかを知りません。(not completed)

first of all, a poem to share

DEPRESSION.....

Loneliness is …..
The empty feeling that comes from within
Loneliness is ……The longing to share your thoughts and
feelings with someone who’ll listen
Loneliness is ……Reaching out for open arms to find none there
Loneliness is …..Standing in a crowded room but feeling alone
Loneliness is …...Picking up the phone but having no one to call
Loneliness is …...Knowing there is no one thinking of you

Depression is …..Feeling alone
Depression is …..Knowing this will never change
Depression is …..Knowing your best isn’t good enough
Depression is …..Knowing nothing you do matters
Depression is …..Realizing your best days have gone
Depression is ….. Looking forward to the end
Depression is …..Knowing no one really cares that you
are looking forward to the end

I t is unhealthy if you find this poem describes your thoughts.
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I am not depressed but my loved one is suffering now. Actually for almost 2 year I have been praying for her constantly.
(no mood to write, will try to write later at night......)